if my brain was big enough

yeah, if it was, i would love to just let my mind think of the so many things that i've been thinking about. it makes me stare at the ceiling at night, and then make me wake-up before the cock crows. i'm going through a lot right now, and i would have easily snapped if not for kaye. i needed a girl to understand what has been stuck in my head. and there she was. please pray that i get through this phase positively.